my first spring in…..a long time

March 11th, 2007 3 Comments »

well, we changed the clocks last night and i lost an hour of sleep “springing forward.” 

i was on my way to work this beautiful morning and i really got to thinking about spring and daylight saving.

it was almost 45 degrees this morning and insanely sunny, as i drove up through the hills to get to work. what little snow we had this winter has turned grayish black and is starting to melt, leaving all of the roads wet for most of the day. i had my sunroof tilted open and the fresh air was welcome in my little car. my nose was happy for the fresh smell of spring, a smell that has eluded my nostrils since 2005.

that was quite a thought this morning. i was not here last year when the weather started to turn this way. i was delving back into a winter season instead of springing forward like everyone else that i knew.

last year was the first year since 2000 that i actually partook in extra sleep for daylight saving. from 2000-2005 i was working the night shift on a weekend shift, so i was always working when we sprang forward or fell back. for me daylight saving was losing an hour of work and having to stay over on first shift to make it up, or gaining an hour of overtime for staying until first shift came in. i was really happy last year to fall back and gain an hour of sleep. not once, but twice! i was in antarctica the first time we fell back, as everyone i knew was springing forward. and by the time we fell back, i was back at home, ready to cash in my extra hour of sleep again.

i love the winter. i will be the first person to say that we got screwed out of snow this winter and that i wish we had had more snow. however, driving along to work today, and hearing the birds, and smelling spring in the air, a wave of joy rushed over me. i am excited about spring. i can’t wait for mud season to be in full effect and to see the flowers starting to poke through the soft mud in my garden. i can’t wait to see the trees start to bud and the tiny green leaves starting their life anew in the spring air.

come on in, spring. i’m ready.

this one is for jana

February 26th, 2007 2 Comments »

okay, i promised jana that i would post tonight, so here it is.

we spoke tonight on the phone to commemorate our ice anniversary. a few days ago was the year anniversary of us arriving on the ice for the first time. i had no idea that so much would happen in such a short time, but it has. my life is so different than before i left, and yet so much of it is the same. its really quite odd. i’m still having a hard time dealing with it.

i know that i have been horrible at blogging, but i really want to make a concerted effort to keep up now. who knows how i’ll actually do though.

between school and taking care of (it seems) everyone else in my life, tonight i feel as though i’m crashing. i was hoping to get a day to sleep in tomorrow, but i don’t want my bro to have to go to court alone, so i’ll be there with him first thing tomorrow.

i am crashing for the night though. that’s for sure. my valerian tea has kicked in, and my body and mind have checked out.

g’night all.

first day of school!

January 23rd, 2007 3 Comments »

ayup, that’s right. today was my first day of classes at trinity college in hartford. go me.

i started off with chaucer - we will be reading the canterbury tales in middle english. i was a bit terrified, shall we say, after that class. luckily i ran into my advisor just after class, and he assured me that everything would be fine, and that i could handle it. i hope he’s right!

i went home for lunch, and then headed back to campus for my 6pm transitional seminar. it’s ‘understanding our global age’. it seems like it’ll be a great class. there is a LOT of reading, but the choice of books is quite interesting. more on that as the class progresses. he’s also making sure we get dinner delivered every week, so that’s pretty kickass, if i do say so myself.

all in all, i’m a bit overwhelmed, but still pretty excited.

that’s it for today =)  

eze village, monaco…

November 17th, 2006 1 Comment »

well, i met my roommates this morning at 4am when they rolled in completely drunk, loud, and slamming doors. it was 3 australian guys: doug, chaz and marty. they talked a bit and then finally passed out. it took me until about 5:30 to fall back asleep.

i was out the door at 8am, and on the bus down to vieux nice to check out the fresh fruit and flower market. it was sooo nice! i got some raspberries for breakfast, and then caught the bus to eze village.

eze village is a medieval village. it is astoundingly beautiful, and has great panoramic views of the cote d’azur. i took a ton of pictures, i felt like every time i turned the corner it deserved to be photographed.

i paid the 5 euros to enter the jardins exotique, and walk to the top of eze. it was so nice. while sitting by a fountain, a woman who had been on my bus came down to lounge with me. her name is ayako, and we realized we were both going to monaco. so we travelled together for the rest of the day!

we headed to monaco, and boy was that astounding. what a small place, and yet it is so crowded, and so rich. we went to the casino monte carlo, walked along the streets lined with shops (gucci next to valentino, next to hermes). then we took the bus to monaco-ville where we ran into some canadian bagpipers. they were quite a hit. we checked out the cathedral where grace kelly married prince rainier. then off to the highlight of the trip to monaco.

This was ayako’s idea, i will give her total credit, but i am VERY glad she thought of it, we took a cab ride along the monaco grand prix course. it was really cool to drive along the same roads as the formula 1 drivers. there’s one part of the road that has the start line painted on, so we got out of the cab to take a picture of that. we stopped at the automobile club as well to take some pics of the F1 engines in the window.

after monaco, we headed back to nice by way of the scenic bus. we drove along the coast just as the sun was setting behind the clouds. it was great!

back in nice, we walked through vieux nice, and then had dinner. we also took a little walk down to the shore. it was really quite beautiful.

onwards to the hostel, where i have the 7 bed room to myself this evening (so far).

off to bed, and italy tomorrow (as long as i don’t get lost!)

nice is nice!

November 16th, 2006 No Comments »

well, i have arrived!

i made it safe and sound, after a cancelled flight, rescheduled flight, and a delay on the tarmac in nyc, i’m here!

i had a nice long post written about this, but i lost it, and i’m exhausted, so i’m not retyping it.

 i’m staying at the villa saint exupery in nice. i took the bus in to the city centre, place saint maurice, this afternoon. as i was getting off the bus, the sweetest little old woman helped me find the phone booths. she was also giving me directions to walk to the hostel. i nearly forgot, she insisted on dragging along my little red suitcase, the one with wheels. what a sweetheart! her name is angelique, and she saved me today. thank you angelique, wherever you are!

so, i called the hostel, and they came to pick me up. i checked in, i’m sharing a room with 3 other people, though there are 3 open beds still. there is a distinct “petit prince” theme to the hostel that i love. i took a nice shower, and then headed out.

i took a walk down to city centre, and i do mean down. the hills here rival san francisco, for real. i had a light dinner (costing under 2 euros) and then headed back up to the hostel to relax a bit before tomorrow

tomorrow i will take the bus to old nice, to the fruit and flower market. from there i’ll take another bus to eze village, a medieval village up on a hill. from eze i’ll take the bus to monaco. from monaco i’ll head back to the hostel, to rest up for saturday, when i’ll travel to ventimiglia, italy. it is really quite close, so i’m going to go into town early, stow my bags in a locker at the train station, and then walk around old nice for a bit before heading out.

and for now, i’m going to pass out, and try to catch up on some jet lag!

post ice

August 30th, 2006 1 Comment »

well, we made it off the ice okay. i was actually quite convinced that we weren’t taking off. when i was saying goodbye to brad i actually said to him “i’ll see you later tonight.” the entire way out to pegasus i had convinced myself that we weren’t leaving that day. part of me wanted to just be out of there, because honestly, i didn’t want to go through all the goodbyes again. i couldn’t handle it!

i did, however, love the karaoke contest that we had the night before we left. vanessa and i went head to head, and even though it was her birthday i still kicked her butt and won $100. wahoo!

we landed in christchurch, stepped off the c-17 and i felt humid. my hair immediately curled up, and after walking from the terminal to the cdc my hair was back to its normal, frizzy ways. i had forgotten how to deal with it!

cora and i spent our first 2 nights at the heritage in the city center, and then moved on to thomas’s hotel. we both liked thomas’s better, we felt more at ease there. we ate great indian food, i walked around in the grass sans shoes, and we had a blast just exploring the real world again.

its amazing to me how much i have taken for granted in my life. my reintroduction to society has affected me in ways that i can’t even comprehend yet.

today cora and i left christchurch on the train and went north to picton. it was a grand ride and i loved it! from picton we took the ferry to wellington. we’re in wellington now, and not loving it. we leave first thing in the morning for rotorua to thaw out in the hot springs. from there, we’ll stay near the airport in auckland, and then fly to tonga saturday morning!

more soon!

infiltration

August 23rd, 2006 No Comments »

well, they’re here. the orange people. sunday afternoon we got word that the plane hit its wheels down at 11:56am. that’s right, i was off by 1 freaking minute. phil won 2 pools, totalling about $7000. bah.

rachael and i went out to the back dock to see the shuttles and ivan the terrabus coming into town. it was unreal. i took pictures of them coming off the shuttles and coming into the foyer of building 155. they were cheery, excited to be here, tan. i’m sure that i was exactly the same way when i arrived minus the tan, but i’m still having a hard time accepting the change.

the morning of first flight was hard, saying goodbye to people, not knowing if you’ll see them again. knowing that in a few short hours you won’t know whoever it was that walked around the corner by name, or even by sight. knowing that you can’t tell who is walking towards you just by the way they walk when you’re outside at night. people will start making eye contact with you when you don’t want them to and asking you how your winter was.

brad was sitting on the steps outside the galley with angie, so i sat down with them and took pictures of people coming into the building. brad said that he felt like we were at the zoo watching the monkey cage. sally, the executive chef, came in on first flight, and angie came to tell us on the stairs that sally had apples, oranges and sushi in her bag. we nearly trampled sally when we went running to get said goodies. we didn’t know sally would be coming to us with them! she asked us if we wanted an apple or an orange, it was a tough decision! i picked an apple. then we headed to the sushi - apples and wasabi is a new interesting combination for me.

the new people had their arrival brief, and we headed to the computers. during our break, angie came looking for us, and that could only mean one thing - freshies were in. all hands are needed when the freshies come in so that they get inside as soon as possible. the first flight brought in 500 pounds of fruit that is designated “winterover only”. apples, oranges, bananas and a little bit of strawberries for us galley folk (angie says they come in all moldy, so we were lucky they came in okay this time). jason was holding a pint of strawberries with a wild look in his eyes.

we brought the fruit into the salad room and broke open the cases. angie, jason and i got down to stick our noses in the case of bananas, my god, they smelled amazing. then, we opened up the kitchen for the madness. every winterover is invited into the kitchen to fill a brown paper bag with their freshies. you have to watch people though, they’re sneaky and they try to take more than that. it was awesome to see how happy everyone was to get fruit.

that evening, after work, brad and i decided not to venture into the galley to eat. we went to gallagher’s to have burger bar and sat there in a dark corner and had our dinner. cora joined us for a while, and it was nice.

monday was a rough day. new people to train, someone had hung their coat on my coat hook (its right next to troy’s hook…i should have a label for it), so i moved it over one hook, hoping that they wouldn’t notice. in our DA meeting in the afternoon we had to introduce ourselves to the new leads, and tell them some stuff about ourselves and our winter. troy was first. he said “my name is troy….what else am i supposed to say?” we all spaced out.

i never felt so toasty as when i couldn’t remember the name of the “coffeehouse”, a place that i go to quite often here. i made an arched motion with my hand and said “you know, that place with the drinks…” mandi was right on and said “the coffeehouse?” thank god there’s another winterover taking care of translating for me.

yesterday was interesting as well. 2nd flight came in, and then we found out that 3rd flight would come in today. usually they fly every other day, but i guess we’re expecting bad weather tomorrow and friday they pushed our cargo flight up a day. we didn’t have anyone come in today but we had people going out. so all those people (shane and larisa from our department were two of them) found out around noon yesterday that they had to finish packing and cleaning their rooms a day early. i don’t think anyone will complain about an extra day in christchurch though. 

first thing in the morning, at breakfast time, mandi fell in the dishroom and whacked her face and chest. me, being the every helpful first aid responder, yelled “help”, and glenn (the doc) and sandy (our nurse/DA) came running in. safety ryan was there as well, so we couldn’t be hiding this one. mandi was okay, i told her that i yelled “help” because if she had looked up to me and there was blood on her face, i wouldn’t have been able to help her.

i was taking the garbage out yesterday, and out of habit looked both ways before crossing the road to the plastics triwall. in the sky, perfectly in my line of sight, was the c-17 flying in. it was unreal. for months i haven’t seen ANYTHING moving in the sky other than satellites or shooting stars. i was standing in the middle of the road, determined not to lose sight of the plane. nickle pickle came outside and was giving me a hard time about standing in the road with no coat on, but all i could say was “there’s a plane in the air”, and he ran over to me to see it as well. he’s been here a year now, and he won’t leave until november i think.

yesterday at my 1:15 break i sat with brad and cora in the galley. we could see the new people from 2nd flight coming into 155 again, and it was like watching a train wreck. we were totally drawn to it and couldn’t look away. before we knew it we were blocked into the far side of the galley because everyone was in there for their arrival brief. after some careful deliberation we decided to just walk out in front of everyone. so we did.

after that we headed to cora’s work since she had to get back. brad had the day off, and i was still on break and not wanting to face all the new people again, so we walked cora back to work. well, a little over a week ago, cora took a nasty spill on the ice right next to the jsoc building on her way to work. there is a stair cut out of the snow, and to me, yesterday, it looked like i could negotiate it. boy was i wrong. both of my feet went right out from under me, like a comedy sketch, and the next thing i knew i was sitting on the ground laughing hysterically. it hurt so freaking badly, but i had to laugh so that i didn’t cry. i ended up going to medical, after hunting down the doc in 155 and then talking to angie and sally. angie walked me over to medical to make sure i didn’t bite the dust again. i was deemed fit enough to go home and rest for the rest of the day and to take it easy today (my day off, luckily).

while i was in medical, mandi came in because she was having a hard time catching her breath after her fall that morning. it must have been quite a site, 2 DAs in uniform sitting on the couch in medical, just 2 days after sally gets in. ay yi yi.

i went home, took a shower, and then went over to cora’s. i napped after taking some muscle relaxers and then asked brad to bring me dinner back, since i didn’t want to walk over to the galley. he called me from the galley to tell me that i was lucky to have not gone over there. it was insane with all the new people and he would be heading right back. he was going to get some chips from the store as well, but the line was wrapped around the store, so he just came back home. a wise choice, i believe. we watched the village, i had forgotten how angry that movie makes me.

i was feeling pretty okay, so brad and i went to play scrabble with scott and vanessa at the coffeehouse. that place was packed! it was craziness. troy was bartending, i hope he had a good night of tips! brad won scrabs, and it was a fun time. vanessa is celebrating her birthday week, so she’s the princess. i love it!

after coffeehouse, brad poked his head into southern. as soon as i heard everyone in there i turned around and headed home. i knew brad would catch up to me, since i was walking slow due to my back killing me. i was due for another round of painkillers, and i wanted to lay down.

cora let me spend the night in there with them, so that was nice. she had to get up for work at 5:30, but i went right back to sleep after she climbed over me to get out of bed for work. i slept until brad went to work, then i turned on the tv to watch waiting. i dozed while i watched that, then headed back to medical to check in. things were looking good, so i’m on the mend. yay!

sent out 2 suitcase and 4 boxes today. my room looks manageable now. i think i can fit everything i need into a backpack. in fact, that’s what i’m going to test out right now.

2 more days of work, then i fly on saturday. i’m freaking out.

’twas the night before…

August 19th, 2006 No Comments »

winfly, and all through the town, people were gathering to see their friends for one last drink at the bar before the first flight of orange, hyper people arrived in town.

tonight is the official last night of winter. tomorrow we will have approximately 300 people on station, if i remember rightly. we’re losing only 20, so this will be big for us.

not only are we getting new people in, but there is a huge, “secretive” betting pool on what time the “wheels down” will happen. the first “wheels down” sold out in roughly 15 minutes at $100 per minute. there was a 2 minute maximum bet allowed per person. i didn’t find out about this until it was too late. last night, someone else started a “mini wheels down” idea, so today i purchased 3 minutes on the “mini”. the numbers i drew were: 9, 43 and 57.

the way it works is, the minute the wheels hit the ground, the person who has that number block wins the jackpot. the $6000 jackpot for the first “wheels down” and the “mini wheels down” will go for $1200. how nice would it be to have a nice little bit of spending money for vacation when leaving? to hopefully prevent any sort of cheating, the pilot is the person who has the say as to what time the wheels hit the ground. i hear that it was a close call last year where the person on the ground called one minute, and the pilot insisted it was one minute later. they went by the pilot.

in somewhat related news, i’m still getting ready to leave. its amazing how much CRAP one can gather when there are no STORES around. at least i have almost everything i want to take home scrapbook-wise already pasted into a journal. this way i’m not transporting a ton of crap that won’t ever get glued in anywhere.

cora and i are definately looking forward to relaxing a bit in christchurch before we head to tonga for two lovely weeks in the sun. hopefully we won’t have too many plane delays and we’ll actually get out of here on time, next saturday. how weird, in exactly one week, if all goes to plan, i will be back in the land of grass and trees. i almost can’t handle it.

as excited as i am about leaving, i’m still feeling meloncholy. i’ve become close to people that i’m not ready to leave yet, but i don’t have a choice. i guess that’s the hardest thing, knowing i don’t have a choice in staying or going. when i came down here i chose to come down here. leaving now seems like it has been forced upon me.

i do love being in a place where the doctor doesn’t feel its beneath him to come in and wash pots, and people from every department volunteer to help out during stressful meal times. a place where the station manager will sit and eat a meal with a dining attendant, the two opposite ends of the spectrum. a place where almost everyone appreciates the job that you do, no matter how menial you may think it is, because no matter what, its crucial to the survival of the station.

i know that the real world waits for me in christchurch, and beyond. but somewhere in my heart i’ll always long to be back here, wintering with the same crew of people, for better or worse.

the end is nigh

August 8th, 2006 5 Comments »

i can not believe that in just over 2 weeks i will be flying off of this frozen rock, weather depending of course. i was originally scheduled to leave in october, but with the shoulder injury and all that jazz, i’ll be leaving here on 26 august.

at first i was really upset, and trying to find a job for winfly (the 6 week period between these flights and october), but now i’m at peace with it. i have my vacation plans somewhat set, and i’m actually looking forward to leaving. on 2 september, cora and i will be flying to tonga from auckland. we will spend 2 weeks there on the vava’u island group. we’ll stay in an apartment right on the water. i can’t wait for the sunshine. after that i’ll go back to new zealand for a while, and then i don’t have anything else planned yet. i don’t know when i’ll be home yet.

i’m packing again. it feels so weird to be packing when i feel like i just packed to come down here. i’ve bought so many souveniers that i’m shipping them all home, as well as at least one suitcase. this will greatly lighten my traveling load, so that’s awesome.

i’ll be happy to leave here, but i’ll miss it as well. i love it here. but i also feel like i’m stuck in a time warp down here sometimes. i’ll go home and time will have passed, i missed an entire summer. i never lived the summer of 2006. i lived the winter and a little bit of fall of 2006.

i am burnt out, but i don’t want to admit it. i want to come back here and look through rested eyes. i know that i will never have the same giddiness that i had coming down here for the first time, but i know that i will still long for the beauty and serenity that is here. i look out to the sea ice, sitting under vince’s cross on hut point, and the frozen sea is so peaceful to me. the sun coming up again over the point is astounding, and i don’t want to think that i’ll never see that again.

i will be back, i just don’t know when yet.

stop, drop and roll!

July 25th, 2006 No Comments »

well, i was planning on writing to you all about the polar plunge, but we had some events yesterday afternoon that outrank that.

yesterday was a typical monday for the most part. i dragged my butt to work at 5:45am and bumbled through the day dreading my SCUBA homework. after work i was in the rec office working on said homework when i heard hubbub in the hallway. this is not totally out of our realm here, so i didn’t really pay attention to it. not until mandi came to the door of the office in a panic and yelled to me “call the firehouse, my clothes are on fire!”

now, its not that i didn’t believe mandi, i was just wary of her exaggerating i guess. i turned to stacey and said “is she bullshitting me?” so stacey went out to look. not 10 seconds later do i hear stacey yell to me “she’s not lying, call!!!”

i pick up the phone, and my first reaction is to call “2555″ which is the number to the firehouse dispatch. however, i came through my winter moment and dialed “911″ which is the emergency number for the firehouse. not that i would get a different dispatcher, but apparently as soon as a “911″ call rings there are bells and whistles going off and the firefighters are on a truck getting ready to go before they know where they’re going to.

vanessa, the woman who works dispatch, answered “firehouse, what’s the nature of your emergency”

i respond with something like “hi vanessa, i don’t know if this is an emergency…wait, mandi, is that fire out now?” as i could hear them using the fire extinguisher in the room next door.

“who is calling please?” says the voice on the other end of the phone.

“oh, its emily. there was a fire in the dryer, but i think we have it out now.”

“and where are you located?”

“building 155, the laundry room.”

“i’m sending them out to check on it.”

“thanks vanessa!”

after this phone exchange, i go out to investigate the problem next door. there is smoke pouring through the hallway. people are bent over so as not to choke on the smoke. i, of course, am trying to find someone with a camera to take a picture of the dryer door which is nicely melted.

nearly 5 minutes later, the fire alarms go off, so we evacuate the building. outside we see that the fire truck is at the main laundry room at the other end of the building, next to the galley. julie runs up to tell them that it was the laundry room in highway 1, and they make their way down to the wreckage in the laundry room.

thanks to the quick thinking of mandi, simone and jason they put the fire out before it got very big.

now, the story i got was that mandi went to get her laundry when the buzzer went off to signal that it was done. when she opened the door flames were leaping out at her. so she closed it and went to get jason. from there the details are fuzzy, but i know that we all had a part in saving the station. (as ryan calls it - the ASS award - antarctic station saver).

of course, roughly 5 minutes after it all happened, everyone on station knew about it and it will be the talk of town for a while. people said they were almost excited when they saw the flashing lights because that meant there was something going on in town other than the normal everyday crap.

one of the weirdest things was coming back into the building as they were trying to blow the smoke out with fans. they had all the doors to the outside open, and you could see your breath inside. this was my first experience with that.

mandi lost a good portion of her clothing in the fire, so i started a mini clothing drive for her. lucky for her, none of her issued clothes burned.

on a really nice note, the hallway smells like a campfire every time you come into the building. this place is devoid of smells, so our noses are wicked sensitive to it now.

no one was hurt in the making of this anecdote.